Something Rotten in the State of Me

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It's been almost a full month since I last posted anything; I guess that's because I didn't really know what to say.

You see, the last month has been kind of a roller-coaster and I'm really disappointed in myself with how I handled this last year of school. Like, I seriously fucked just about everything up. (To my friends reading this, I might have told you guys a little bit, but I never told anyone the full extent of how bad everything was. How much I messed up.) My final grades? two D-'s, a C-, one A, and I even managed to failed a class (and a lab at that, like, seriously? What the fuck is wrong with me?)

So, I've been re-evaluating a lot. I dropped my double major down to just one, and dropped my minor (for the moment, I'm probably going to pick one up again after I get my shit together next semester.) I don't really know how next year is going to go, but I'm hoping for something, anything better then how this year went.

I never told anyone about this, but it's probably not surprising, considering how my grades went, but I started to wonder if this was right, this school and this degree. But the problem is, now I can't imagine anything but this school, and this major, and these people; and yet, at the same time, I don't want a repeat of this year. Either way, I know that something I'm doing has to change (and I really fucking hate change).

So yeah. That's what's going on in my head right now. So I'm just going to take this summer to try and figure myself out. Get myself back on track and where I need to be, do what I need to do, and just kind of hope for the best with everything.

So, I hope everyone has a great summer (Shout-out to all of my awesome friends who are doing amazing, exciting things this summer!). Bye lovelies!

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