Back To The Basics

It's currently 7:00 am, a time I normally only see if I've been pulling an all-nighter on homework. And you want to know what I've been doing? Binge-watching on Netflix. I think it's a coping mechanism for having no reason and no roommates to pull all-nighters with anymore. 
Moral of the story: I'm home and still making bad life choices. 
Yes, I'm home. I have officially completed my first year of college, and it feels weird. Normally one would feel happy to be away from school for a couple of months, and while I am, I already miss it a little. Being in college meant that I had my own freedom to do whatever I want, whenever I wanted. It was making my own responsibilities and truing to make sure I took care of them. And now I'm back under the thumb of my mother. 
My mother and I have an interesting relationship, one where we tend to get along better while I'm at college. You see, I don't respond well to parental instruction. Constant parental instruction. And she doesn't respond very well to my back-talk (understandable, I suppose). After having the chance to make my own decisions 24/7, coming home can be a hard bullet to bite. 
That's not to say that it's all bad. I hardcore missed the trees and the nature that came along with being home. Yesterday, before I got home, I took a quick detour to dip my toes in the cold water of the lake that I live by and although it was pretty cold, it was nice to be able to do that, a sign that summer was truly coming. 
The stark contrast of going from talking to people and seeing them basically everyday to neither of those is really strange. Whenever I would go away for the weekend I always knew that I would see my roommates once I go back. Nw we're away for three months. I know it's not the end of the world, but it's still sad to think about. 
The biggest relief: Finals are officially ovah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had finals until the last possible moment, so the moment of being done with them was amazingly great, and I now know I passed at least one of them! So go me!
I guess that's all for now. Bye folks!

TheFabKid

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