Promises

There is something incredibly disheartening about drawing the same thing a second time, especially when the reason your first drawing is gone was partly because of your impatience, but also because of you fugging computer. And then your professor is a complete bitch about it. And then after class you call your mother and end up crying (when that's really what you wanted to do in class when you weren't getting indignantly angry for the whole situation).
So yeah.
But that aside, I'm honestly glad that I read that book last night to procrastinate. There's a character in the book that I just really identify with after today. Basically all of the soul-crushing that school is currently causing me is something that she struggles with the course of the whole story, and it's just nice to be able to identify with someone.
I feel like there's just so much going on right now, and I'm over-extending myself, and I know it, but that I just can't stop it.

But I'm okay. I promise.